Love, Me

                  Remember? It was that time you loved everything, you changed, you were... Real. We were perfect, we didnt argue, disagree... But maybe that was the problem. We didnt have communitcation, When it ended, I have to be honest...
I wasnt sad.
I was kinda bummed that I knew it would ruin our friendship... For a while... Before the repeat the same thing for the third time. You just seemed so love struck. I thought I was too...
I wasnt.
I was just.. Flattered I guess. I thrived on what I used to feel for you. After a while, you did too. Thats normal. But thats also because you chewed me up and spit me out, like I was jsut another thing. I trusted you, I thought you had changed. But you hadnt..Thats when things faded. Our love dissapear like a shadow in a dark night. You left me burnt and broken down...
Now I leave you this letter. Just to get it off my chest....

     Now that were threw, Im over you, and I hope you see that someday. It doesnt hurt that I dont have you but what does... Is that its the third time someones left me for her. I dont care that, you say I love you to ever girl, hug every girl in front of me... It doesnt hurt. But what does, is that you left me again for her. Let me say that once more... AGAIN. Its not the first. And I was tire dof it. Im done with lovey doveyness for now. Its time to find me and be myself. I didnt know who I was when I was with you. I am not a boring person, and you know that because you fell in love with me... My exciting self.
       I felt like you didnt believe in anything you had said. And I was right. And it feels good not to have that worried weight on my back. I like being single. I feel free. You told me I was boring, and odd... I was just nervous. And I was nervous because I was afraid to try again, because last time, you left a couple cracks. Trust takes forever to build, but only a moment to break. I was a broken mirror that would never be fixed up perfectly again.
      I feel stronger than ever before. I wasnt devistated when I no longer had you as something more thatn a friend. But I was kind of upset that I wouldnt have you as my friend for a while. Thats all I think I ever want to be. Friends. My point is... Im strong. I wasnt hurt. And I miss being your friend. Never again will I fall anymore for your lies. Its always goingto remain friends, because everytime were over, I loose a friend. But, I'm not regerting something that once made me smile.
  


                                                       Love,
                                                              Me.